I have worked with or been drawn to the Goddess energy since 1995, or let me say I have been aware of it in my life. My response to it has been warm to cold as I read books or experimented with her energies. Much has changed in the past year in this area. I have talked about signing up for a Vision Quest in September 2012, and have been working towards that. Also in the last year I have been working to understand the Medicine Wheel better. In fact, I have designed a wheel that I have learned is a Goddess Wheel.
Recently, I have contemplated canceling the vision quest because of other issues which have come about. As I connect to the Divine Feminine, the Mother energy, or Earth Mother, if you would, through the wheel, I have been surprised at the freedom and wisdom that has come through for me. Many people who know me probably hesitate to speak of crystals and gemstones because they know it opens a floodgate. I love to talk about my mineral relatives. The same effect occurs when the Mother or Goddess energy comes up.
Many times, as I have worked with this energy, I have been surprised with the ease in which things occur. Now that I seem more focused in this area, that situation recurs more frequently. I have come to realize that the vision quest may not be necessary as it has already brought me closer to the energy of the Divine Feminine, not having to figure out which Goddess to connect to as the Feminine energy is one.
Recently I purchased two books, then immediately began questioning why (they were Goddess books). Looking at the gauges on my cars’ dash, I was surprised to see that the gas gauge read empty. I thought that I had more than that, but not taking any chances I turned into a gas station and stopped at the only pump available. Before going in to pay for a tank of gas, I looked for the pump number. It was number 13. Now 13 is the number associated with Goddess, so I immediately realized I was supposed to get these books.
There are perhaps many ways to connect with the feminine energies. Here are a couple.
a. Define a circle at least six feet in diameter. Also pinpoint the exact center of this circle.
b. Stand at the center facing east (or any direction you choose). Center and focus on being in this space.
c. Begin walking in a spiral path until you reach the edge of the six foot circle. What energies have you felt as you traversed this pathway? What are you feeling now that you are at the edge of this circle?
d. Move to the directions east, south, west, north. Ask questions at each direction. What is the response of Goddess?
e. Turn back to the center and acknowledge and thank Goddess for her response.
2. You may use a Medicine Wheel, Spirit Circle, or many other types of merkabic fields to connect.